Thursday, November 25, 2010

And the Snow Came



Our amazing fall weather has abruptly changed gears and it is WINTER TIME!
Freezing temperatures - really and truly freezing, even for this area (down to -22) and snow snow SNOW!
The loveliness is mesmerizing and it's truly a beautiful thing to lay snuggled on my bed under my heat bags while watching lazy flakes make their way to the ground and cover the trees outside my window.
We've been enjoying movie nights that start ridiculously early due to the darkness that descends by 4:30. The evenings seem endless but I'm happier than can be with my new friend who loves to settle in for prayer times, listening to messages on the computer or an evening or two of Anne of Green Gables. She is a new convert to our homespun Canadian entertainment.

Winter pleasures abound...
Hot chocolate with whipping cream.


Happy dogs dipping their faces into the snow and exploring the new white world.


The fireplace warming the room and our hearts.
The crunch of snow under the tires
A fairy tale landscape
Watching the neighbors harvest their grapes for iced wine in the night.
Christmas carols playing as the snow falls steadily preparing our hearts for the Advent Season.
A snowy dark drive to a banquet and auction complete with turkey and all the trimmings!
And it's not even December yet!!
The best is yet to come... but I'm surely enjoying the delights of these wintery days.

Saturday, November 20, 2010

Bulging Closet

Yesterday the TV cable guy came and spent over six hours trying to instal the wiring for two boxes that will bring us a plethora of channels. (Great word, I know)
I have struggled since giving in to the amazing saleslady on the telephone the other week. Wondering if I made some huge mistake when I got some very negative reactions.
Daughter: "Noooooo!'
Housemate: "Oh no."
Etc. Etc.
But there have been the positive encouragements as well. My mom being one of them - haha!
I've just never in my life ordered cable. Prevented it's entrance into our home in fact.
Quite strongly.
So no wonder it feels a little weird.
Anyhoo - the lure of the cooking channel, animal shows and documentaries pulled me in.
Well, to tell the truth it was the free boxes, installation and rental for the next three years.
They surely know how to get you!
So, last night after the marathon of installation (which still isn't completed) I left my housemate on my bed happily watching some clothing show about what you for sure shouldn't be putting on your body.

I came home after my outing and snuggled into bed falling into a deep and wonderful sleep. When I awoke several hours later I was strangely aware in the darkness of this "entity" bulging out of my closet. Seriously - I felt like it was a large fat presence in there in my half sleepy state. Not necessarily evil or anything.
Just there.
So I'm aware of the need to put restrictions on the entity. Praying that it will be used for good and not for evil in this home.
I haven't touched it today other than to anoint the box with oil when I finally got up in the morning. Smile.
Just wanted to deal with things at the onset and let them know who's boss.
(That'll be God)
Ok. Confession is good for the soul.
So I'm all good.

Friday, November 12, 2010

Pathways of Gold


Another glorious day.
Seriously - this fall has been OUTSTANDINGLY BEAUTIFUL!
So, after teaching 3 sweet kids
Meeting 2 great friends at Starbucks
(Teaching one of them how to text her sons and watching her laugh as they texted back was over the top fun)
I went to the creek with the pups and my girls.



Oh the joy of breathing in that rich scent of fall,
The leaves and smoke and sounds of the creek rushing by.


Happy DOGS! Chasing sticks, moving endlessly
Ladybug leaping with joy.
The girls leaping too.



It was a grand way to spend a Friday afternoon.
And now I'm spending the evening warming up under my heat bags
Skyping with my favorite daughter while my son and the gals are laughing and playing Dutch Blitz in the kitchen.
My cup is so full.
Content I am.

Thursday, November 11, 2010

so many thoughts

I'm caught between happy and sad.
Thinking about so many things.
Things I need to do.
Things I wish I would have done differently or would have never done and...
Desiring to be more streamlined and ordered in my life.

Wishing I could actually see the Father's expression.
Knowing it's kind but unable to realize that in my heart
As I wade through the complications of life.

I don't feel quite equipped for so much of what is required of me.
Trusting that all will be most well.
So aware of my limitations and shortcomings.

Glad for grace, but wanting somehow to perform better.
Feeling small and slow and not very significant.
But knowing this is good if it causes me to look up at Him.
Taking the time -
To catch a glimpse of that gaze - intensely loving.
To catch a line of that song being sung over me - to hear the melody and
To let it wash over me, wash over me, wash over me...
Resting in His love.

Wednesday, November 3, 2010

Sandals in November



I noticed today that I'm still wearing my sandals.
This is unusual for November, unusual and most delightful!
I have: Brown leather sandals for April to October and
black suede boots for November to March.
Keepin' it simple, just the way I like it.
But to be wearing sandals, and enjoying sunshine
in NOVEMBER - makes me happy!

The days have been remarkably lovely for the most part.
Once again I went out driving today, taking my new housemate down a different direction of the lake. Admiring vineyards and then the stark strange landscape that the fire devoured 7 years ago, enjoying the colorful leaves that still cling tenaciously to the trees and taking pictures of sun drenched Kelowna off in the distance.







Hard to believe it's November, but I'm drinking in the colors and the sunshine. Storing them up for the dark months that are lurking just around the corner.
Happy to still be in my sandals!