Purpose

The day is bright. Winter is here in her full glory. Snow... stark branches revealing a broad landscape. Blue skies and crisp cold air. Wispy clouds over snow capped hills. Brave birds looking for food and chirping in spite of the scarce fare.

Much to my delight and surprise I'm enjoying winter. I had declared not long ago that I HATED winter, but God rescued me and I am able to enjoy the season despite the increased darkness and cold.

I marvel sadly how long it has been since I have posted anything here. It would cross my mind on occasion, but somehow I've discovered that I am not one who can consistently pump out daily editorials such as I find on other blogs that I visit. My admiration for these ones has grown and I must be content with my abilities and the waxing and waning of energy which dictates my schedule.

Part of the reason I believe for my lack of energies invested here is that I have begun to TEACH!! My mind has been busied in a new direction and my days, thankfully, have more structure and purpose. The course that I began to study this summer to help those with dyslexia and reading lag has led me into a different world which has broadened my horizons.

I have had the privilege of working with three students who have enriched my life and whom I have been able to practically help. We have such fun together (when the lessons are not too overwhelmingly exhausting for them) and I find that this is actually about much more than helping kids to decode words. What a privlege to be able to listen to their hearts and to speak encouragement into these precious ones who struggle with something most of us take completely for granted. In turn, their friendship and trust has warmed my heart and given me hope. Interacting with their families has also enriched my life and increased my admiration for those who pour out immense energy and love on their struggling children.

I have been humbled by my lack of experience and meager knowledge, but God has partnered me with the designer of the program who speaks constant encouragment into me and who sees who I will become rather than how little I presently know. Our common desire to love Jesus in practical ways by helping others is a great common denominator and her patience with me and infectious optimism in this program is such a gift to me. Despite my stumbling along and inexperienced efforts I have seen much improvement in my students which leads me to want to know more and to continue on with this discipline. I am trusting that what God has begun, He will use for His glory as I continue to push myself to increase my knowledge and understanding of the myriad of ways that different minds learn and how to match their learning styles with suitable teaching!

So, that's where I've been. In the midst of all of that I've had a most delightful Christmas season with many celebrations and gatherings in my home. Singing of carols with family around the tree, delicious feasts, laughter, gifts, games and fabulous friends. I am rich beyond compare. I am grateful to the Father of Lights for coming into this dark world and setting my heart aflame with passion for Him. I'm thankful for the new beginnings I am experiencing and for those which are yet to come!